wishes to better

kasian... tapi engga pernah ngerti kalo itu semua demi kebaikannya juga.
marah udah engga ada gunanya lagi. emosi pun cuma bisa diluapkan lewat tangisan. udah sampai batas tertinggi dari kemarahan dan kesabaran.
cape hati dan fisik saja jika begini terus, diberitahu berapa kali pun engga akan mengerti.
tapi ini sudah kelewat batas kesopanan. mamah dan papah pun tidak pernah mengajarkannya. masyaallah :(
engga mau sampai semuanya berantakan , engga kuat kalo seperti ini terus , kembalikan kami yang dulu Ya Allah :(
engga bisa marah dan emosi akibat yang aku terima, semuanya cuma bisa dikeluarkan lewat tangisan.
diam lebih baik. diam yang hanya bisa kulakukan, tidak lebih :(
jikapun ada aku rasa itu hanya akan menambah buruk keadaan saja.
tidak akan ada yang mengerti apa yang sebenarnya aku rasakan.

i want to look happy in front of many people and all my friends.

i want to look as if nothing happened.

i want to look as the girl who have a big happy between all.

i don't want everyone know how weak i'm inside.

i don't want many people think i so weak.

i don't want all my friends be bothered.

just let it flow , waiting to better , and attempt too.

♫♫ INTRODUCING ME - NICK JONAS♥ ♥

I, I'm good at wasting time

I think lyrics need to rhyme

And you're not asking

But I'm trying to grow a moustache

I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please

And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla

Otherwise it smells like feet to me

And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail

And I love you when you say my name

If you wanna know

Here it goes

Gonna tell you this

The part of me that'll show if you're close

Gonna let you see everything

But remember that you asked for it

I'll try to do my best to impress

But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest

But you wanna hear what lives in my brain

My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?

At times confusing, slightly amusing

Introducing me

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to

La la la la

La la la la la la la la, da

I never trust a dog to watch my food

And I like to use to the word "dude"

As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective

And I've never really been into cars

I like really cool guitars and superheroes

And checks with lots of zeros on 'em

I love the sound of violins

And making someone smile

f you wanna know

Here it goes

Gonna tell you this

The part of me that'll show if you're close

Gonna let you see everything

But remember that you asked for it

I'll try to do my best to impress

But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest

But you wanna hear what lives in my brain

My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?

At times confusing, possibly amusing

Introducing me

Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to

So be careful when you ask next time

So if you wanna know

Here it goes

Gonna tell you this

The part of me that'll show if you're close

Gonna let you see everything

But remember that you asked for it

I'll try to do my best to impress

But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest

But you wanna hear what lives in my brain

My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?

At times confusing, hopefully amusing

Introducing me

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to

Doo doo doo doo

Introducing me ♥

SOUNDTRACK OF CAMP ROCK 2 ♥

Camp Rock 2 Cast  ► Brand New Day
Demi Lovato ► Different Summers
Meaghan Jette Martin, Matthew "Mdot" Finley  ► Fire
Jonas Brothers ►  Heart and Soul
Nick Jonas ►  Introducing Me
Camp Rock 2 ► It's Not To Late
Demi Lovato, Alyson Stoner, Anna Maria Perez de Tagle, Char Ligera ► Can't Back Down
Camp Rock 2 Cast ► It's On
Camp Rock 2 Cast ►  Tear It Down
Camp Rock 2 Cast ► This Is Our Song
Meaghan Jette Martin, Matthew "Mdot" Finley ► Walkin' In My Shoes
Camp Rock 2 Cast ►  What We Came Here For
Joe Jonas & Demi Lovato ► Wouldn't Change A Thing
Camp Rock 2 Cast ► We Rock (Remix)
Joe Jonas & Demi Lovato ► You Are My Favorite Song
Iron Weasel ► Rock Hard or Go Home

CAMP ROCK 2

Whoa!! I really do love this film so freaking much.

Demi Lovato, you such a great actress♥

STARTING TOMORROW :)

maybe from tomorrow i'll start to be blogger. yeeaah maybe i late haha , tapi lebih baik terlambat kan dari pada tidak sama sekali , right ? :)

MY STORY...

...will starting from tomorrow